
What is Rosh HaShanah to the Jew in 5786?: notes on endurance
Our ancestors left us this gorgeous tradition, with so many trapdoors and water slides. They etched this tradition into their bones, which we buried and promised to not leave in the land of exile. They left us this incredible cast iron pan of tradition, seasoned with continents worth of grandmothers telling you to eyeball it, you’ll know what to add next.
And we broke it.

Undo Our Knotted Fate: a weaving midrash for unending crisis
The thread never does stop coming, nor the knots, but we are not completely helpless in the face of them. May 5786 be a year that we step away from the loom and its unending tangles to see the beauty of the world outside the window. May our attention not be claimed only by crisis. May our creativity and persistence allow us to undo the knots in our own lives and the lives of our kin and neighbors. May we be overwhelmed by awe that interrupts our grief of the aching world to fall in love, again and again, with it.

Ricardo Levins Morales’ Kol Nidre Teaching
“Action begins with an actor. That's us. Freeing ourselves to act in the world requires letting go of what prevents it. Letting go of chains that keep us disconnected from a world that has moved on. Rejecting even the shackles we we agreed to wear. Tonight is our commitment – yes, I just can't get away from that language – to catch up.”
Chesed to the End
If the world ends this year, I want to witness it alongside you. If the world ends this year, I want to take care of one another to the end.
Courage Even When It’s Hard
When the Torah is Missing
So what do we do when the Torah is missing? What do we do when our moral guideposts have fallen apart or are manipulated for such wickedness? When the faith in how Jews are, how Jews behave, how Jews cling to justice, disappears? When what we inherited seems to crumble into dust in our hands if we grip onto it too hard? When our guiding values seem to disappear, when we open the ark and it is empty? What are we still doing here in shul?
Palimpsest, Geniza, Book of Life
Look on the back of love letters and find the Divine name. Put things back you are not ready to release, and get ready for a dignified farewell to what is ready to be buried.